our bodies get bigger but our hearts get torn up.

I was sitting in church on my drum stool yesterday just before we started playing and thinking how I wished we were about to play some arcade fire songs cuz that's what I wanted to do more than anything right at that time and that just maybe God digs the arcade fire too. I mean seriously. how formatted and routine is worship (in music form) these days?? If you still want me, please forgive me, the crown of love has fallen from me.

4 jobs i slaved my arse over:

• Cleaned tuxedo shoes at my aunt's bridal store (Margies Bridal Plaza)
• Tent erection (Celebration Party Rentals)
• Chinese Food delivery(Master Wang's)
• Bus driver at sumer camp ....

4 movies i'd sit through repeatedly:

• Royal Tenebaum
• Almost Famous
• Pirates of the Carribean
• Star Wars (4-6)

4 tv shows i love (like really):

• the Flavor Flav version of the bachelor on VH1
• The Office british version and then US
• Lost
• G-block on the Fox Report with Shep Smith (sourced!)

4 places i would like to visit on vacation:

• Hawaii
• Europe ...most of it
• Japan
• the rest of America

4 websites i visit at least weekly:

• blogs (mostly xanga... and blogger of course some myspace)
• pitchforkmedia.com
• americanroyal.com.... work
• flickr.com

4 foods i relish:

• I don't put relish on anything really... I'm not a fan.

4 changes i'd make to my house:

• i'd buy one
• make sure it was on the beach...proabably malibu or maybe oahu?
• make a nice sound proof room that has all windows looking out the back to the ocean
• get a stone fox to keep it clean and have dinner made when I come home from work.

I choose not to tag.

I Been Thinkin' About M' egg Whites When They Gonna Sizzle

You know that white stripes song "I've been thinking about my doorbell. When ya gonna ring it, when ya gonna ring !?!" yeah, well, if Jack wasn't so caught up in being Jack and he really started to think about the chances of a person ringing one specific doorbell he might invest in some more real estate. At least, that's what logic tells me. And c'mon Meg, you've gotten about as far as your going to get with me and that beat of yours. Notice that there is no "s" on the end of the word "beat" because it is not plural. Meg, split your fortune with me and I'll teach you how to rock those skins Rocky when he gets filled with the holy spirit of democracy and kicks drago' commie a$$.

I've been thinking about my interns boyfriend in New Zealand, when's she gonna dump him? Seriously, New Zealand is for hobbits.

Edit: This post should not discount the fact that the WS song is as catchy as me with a pumpkin seed worm on my line and a lake full of largemouth bass. I like it.

I Ain't Comin' Down

I've been here before. In fact, some of you may recognize me. This time, I swears it, I'm a changed man. The thing is is that I've got this other deal over there and it really seems to be going well. I mean, I've made friends, gotten a hot cuban to makeout with me (in person) and experienced other things that I may not have. The problem is some of you are exclusive. I mean, I want to interact but how can I do that when I can't remember my damned password. What in the sam hill is a fella supposed to do with himself. Like a beam of lightning, or maybe more like a lack of desire to work while I'm at my employers, the answer hit me. Find out what that ol' password was and get myself a little something going here so that in fact I may do the deed, interact I mean. I make no shallow promises of complete sentences or even begin to deny the fact that the last sentence was a pretty bad run on that I don't care to edit. ya know what?... I'm cool with that. I mean why wouldn't I be? This is me and that's what I'm giving.